heyyss peeps!! come to update me precious blog again.. haha..
hmmm.. lets start from the more interesting one.. Saturday!! haha.. ok.. skip the misunderstanding and stuff about the DXO lah.. dont wanna bring it up le..
but anyway.. dear and i met up with xiao wei, alvin and eddie at DXO entrance.. we waited quite long for Sam and friends to come and also wait very ultra long then we can go in.. coz one of Sam's friend is 16.. so we have to waitto get a fake IC then can go in.. but in the end xiao wei, eddie, alvin and i went tin first.. after awhile dear came in and say Sam and his friends went off to MOS le.. so we stayed at DXO for awhile.. had some drinks and then dear and i went off to MOS to find his friends..
Wah!! at MOS was more crowded.. can see more people dressed up.. very interesting.. hahaha.. we went in fro free coz Sam's friend knows he owner of MOS.. hehe.. so good.. we sat down for a short while.. and then went to the dance floor.. so many ppl!! we had to squeeze through.. dancing is really a good work out man!! hahahaha!! we danced from 12am to 4+am.. haha.. i danced unitl dont even notice the time le.. had too much fun.. =D
we left the place and then took a cab back.. i stayed over at dear's place.. hehe.. slept for a short while.. but i still managed to get more sleep la.. haha.. or else mty eye blue black le..
i wanna find one day to go to MOS again.. lol!!
yoos!! come to update again le.. haha..
i dont really know what to type leh.. alot of things happend.. i starting to hate myself.. Hate myself for having those mood swing which i dont even know the resaon why and how.. and i really hate myself for hurting dear time and time again.. yesterday we even almost broke up... all because of me.. that why i say.. "i am my greatest fear.."
but anyway.. it's over already.. everyday is a new day and hope i can control my mood swnings.. i tried to hide it.. but the more i hide.. the more i tend to show it.. and most of the time it's my dear who i hurt.. i know is used the word sorry so many times.. i that's all i can say.. i know i'm in the wrong..
hmmm... ok enough of it le.. today watching Death Note!!!! i'm really looking forward to watching it.. not only got shuai ge.. the story line also quite interesting.. hehe.. and after today is my dear and i 7th mth anniversary le!! time really flies ya.. hope our next mth will be a good one.. with no unhappy moments..
dear... i love you.. =)
wow!!! it's been a long time since i updated.. haha.. really lazy la that's why.. hehe.. =P
about this few weeks.. u can go to vanessa's blog to see bah.. coz she have updated some stuff.. hehe..
hais.. i dunno why these few days like mood swings.. i dont want this to happen.. my period over dunno how looong ago le.. but i'm still having mood swings.. i hate myself when it happens.. coz when i'm having mood swings i do things without thinking.. but after i do stuff that hurt my darling or what.. i feel really very very bad.. and i will cry after that.. haha.. abit stupid right? i know.. coz i know it is just so unfair to treat him this way when he's always trying his best to make me feel better and in the end i made him feel like an ass.. sometimes i feel like i'm not good enough for him..
but whatever it is.. my darling.. just wanna let you know that i will always love you.. i will never leave you.. there's a reason why i want to be alone.. one is because i need my own time to calm down.. and the other one.. i want to have more time to miss you mah.. haha.. :) so dear ah.. dont anyhow think le ok? i'm really sorry what i did or said yesterday.. muacks..
yoos!! updating time again.. =D
where shall i start.. ok i'll by the day of my dear and I 6th months anniversary bah.. haha! on the 21.o9.06.. that day we celebrated our 6th months anni. together.. but it was just a very simple one.. dear just came to my house.. yupp! we had fun.. haha.. and i also made him a video.. glad that he liked it.. coz i dont normally do this type of thing de.. =P that is my 1st time trying out this software MYSELF and i did it!! haha!! so proud of myself..
anyway.. lets skip to the 23rd.. my dear's b'day!! i went to his house early in the morning and then we took a cab down to bishan park for his tkd demo thingy.. haha.. quite fun la.. i saw some of my sec sch classmates.. and then after the performance.. both of us went back to his house to celebrate his b'day eating his mum's chocolate cake!! trust me.. that chocolate cake is the best of the best i've eaten in my life.. ok la.. coz it's chocolate.. haha!! uncle(dear's friend), and a little boy Marcus came to his house too.. Marcus damn cute lah!! looks like my cousin.. and the way he speaks also abt the same also... so funny.. yupps! uncle left 1st then left with dear, marcus and i..
we then left the house to the chalet at downtown east.. the chalet carol opened.. i really had fun there.. finally got to see our Coolster gals again!! and then that weihao keep bullying me.. i xi guan le.. lol.. at night actually gangyuan, vanessa, dear and i wanted to go to the beach to walk one.. but then it suddenly rained.. so in the end we didn't go.. we bought food back to the chalet to eat and then most of them went to sleep and i cant sleep.. so dear and i went out to stroll at the pasir ris park there.. nice cold breeze.. quiet and nice.. really very peaceful.. =) i'm glad dear enjoyed his b'day.. he said i'm the 1st girlfriend he ever had that celebrated his b'day with him.. hehe..
really hope there's more of this time with all my friends and especially him.. i'm starting to miss you ppl.. hope to have another outing together ya?
heyysss!! *yawn!* i come to update le.. but this will be a short one.. coz i'm dead tired... haha..
had really a tiring day for me this week.. one time chatted with dear on the phone.. until abt 4 plus 5am like that.. i went to slp for awhile.. and then at abt 6 plus wake up to meet him le.. waaahh.. that day was a very bad day for me.. super no mood.. cant even think properly.. and made dear unhappy.. hais.. anyway it's over so i dont wanna talk abt it le..
and then the day b4 yesterday was as usual.. joel came to find me after work.. and then went to his house there to have "dinner".. then while waiting for my bus to come.. both of us was singing all the disney songs we can think of.. haha!! so funny.. i really enjoyed myself that night.. =)
today.... nothing much la.. still very tired.. so i think i go sleep le.. eyes going to close soon.. haha.. byeee!!!
hellooooo people!! haha!! back to update AGAIN!! Lol~
Anyway, life have been...... okok lah.. lots of things came into my mind.. thought abt my future.. haha!! like.. what am i going to do when i grow up..? how will i live my life...? what will my future life be like..? boring..? exciting..? fun..? who am i going to marry..? (haha!!) will my "wedding" thingy that i shared in my very very previous post come true..? if it does.. will it be him or someone else..? haiyo.. dunno why all this start to come into my mind.. actually it's good to think abt my future.. but why think until marrige.. lol!!
okok.. get away with all those thought.. let fate decide bah.. dont wanna think so much right now.. heeh..
and then last few days there's no work for me!!! shiok!!! haha.. get to enjoy life and slack like there's no tomorrow.. haha.. went to sentosa with edwina and her bf's sister.. happened quite alot of things.. but i lazy to type all the details out.. if u wanna know let me know and then let's meet out for coffee and then i will tell you... okok? =D ok!!! then today.. work!! ahh.. sian.. working at tiong bahru this week.. damn sian.. but got to know this promoter there... hehe.. at least i got someone to talk to during work or else time will past damn slow and i will be very lonely..
after work today dear came to find me.. =) we went to his house coffee shop there to slack and then sat at the bus stop.. actually we was waiting for my bus to go home one.. but then i dont wanna go home so early.. it was only 9pm then.. so damn early lor.. so we decided to go walk walk.. i asked dear to piggy back me and he walked to this back alley and we sat there to chat and relax.. spending time with dear is always very nice.. ^^
yeap! so... after that abt 10? we walked back to the bus stop and i took a bus home le.. so while i'm typing this.. it's 12.30am now!! and i'm listening to Jay Chou and Landy - Wu Ding.. haha.. making me so sleepy le.. ok lah.. i want to sleep le.. =)
and the song just ended.. hahah!!!
yoos! back to update!! -.- today came to check on my blog then suddenly saw so many ppl tag me ask me to update... and now i know how popular my blog is!! haha! =P
Replies to those who tagged me:
Gangyuan: no la.. this week nv really go park-toh with joel.. he these few days also not free for me.. so just have been out with my friends.. busy shopping.. haha..
Vanessa: Heyy!!! yeap! super long never meet up with you already and really hope we will work near each other again.. heh heh.. and then not only we can go out for break together also can go home together.. felt so lonely everyday during break.. only when joel came to find me lah.. haha.. the rest i kept thinking.. how nice when you're here with me.. haha!! =X
Suyu: Nopes. I did not go back to school that day.. hmm.. i went out with my other friends.. hehe.. i'm sorry!! we'll meet up some other day ya? =)
yeah!! finish replying all of them already.. heex.. anyway.. this past few weeks, had been ups and downs.. too many things happened and i'm lazy to type out.. And today I met up with edwina and the xiao mei mei,(her boyfriend's little sister) to shop. Edwina spend 2 freakin' hour in a shop at cine and did not buy anything in the end.. -___-" waste my freakin' time.. haha
i'm also feeling wierd these few days.. just drank a can of seasons ice lemon tea at about 12 plus today and i am super full already.. and then when i see food around me i felt like vomiting. Plus i didn't eat until about 4 plus to 5? Ate sushi with dear coz he came to find us for awhile then went off after awhile.. sometimes after eating also felt like throwing up.. die die.. is there anything wrong with me?? And another thing is that these few days i had been thinking alot and had mood swings.. There's even a time when i think until i cried.. which was yesterday.. haha.. really hope i'll be fine after awhile..
anyway.. peeps!!! i update already HOR!! LoLx.. shall end here now..
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